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Illegal to FeelI didn't expect anything from you; I was just frightened to be on my own. I didn't realize I was strong enough
face this alone. Something pulled my heartstrings and I knew I could stand up, without a doubt. I knew that this road would be difficult, especially when I counted you out. Too many times did I rely on you and you couldn't stand by my side. I stood silently beside you and ran out when you asked me to fight. I held on to you so tight but you just weren't strong enough. You thought you held the ace, but I called your bluff. I pulled the car Illegal to Feel
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ShatterI know this isn't the best thing for me, I know I deserve so much more but the thing is, I feel something I never have before. It's frightening to think of how quickly I fell, not really knowing wht I got myself into but before I even opened my eyes, I felt I belonged to you. I felt it with every breath I took
and each one you stole. I carelessly handed over my heart, never realizing it wasn't whole. I pushed away my old fears and doubts and traded them in for something new. I searched for honesty in your eyes and finding none, I strayed from the truth. Shatter
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Close To YouI could write you a few empty words, conveniently strung together
to make you swoon. The swoon factor on your part may be nonexistant but this I do not know.
I can tell you a thousand different ways that I love you but I prefer you to know what I show you everyday. When I wake up in the morning, I think my day would have started out better, had I woken up next to you. Even when you don't smile at me, I brighten the instant you come into view. I think of the last kisses we shared and I feel my heart will break. Not from anything bad but from the realiza Close To You
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One Thing Is CertainYour eyes are so cold again. I find myself wishing to look away until they warm.
Whether it's by me or not, it no longer matters. I just can't stand the emptiness. Do you not see the way I brighten at only a glimpse of you? Yet, when I look into your eyes, I feel such hurt and anger that I can't fix.
I can't fix you. I don't know how.
I don't know how to make you happy.
Then again,
who does? The answer I believe to be true scares the hell out of me; because it isn't me.
I feel I need to compete with a ghost and I'd muc One Thing Is Certain
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So, I'm happy...

Tue Mar 17, 2009, 9:48 PM

Mood:
Listening to: My iPod.
Reading: Still reading "Watchmen"
Watching: Gabriel sleep because he's so beautiful.
Playing: Spider Solitaire
Eating: Nothing and I'm starving...
Drinking: Diet Coke, Water, and Apple Juice

I really am happy. I don't know when it happened or why but I'm not about to question it. It's quite comforting to be content but a whole other thing to be happy.
So, I watched "The Day the Earth Stood Still" tonight and I must say that I was disappointed with it. I've never seen the original and honestly, I'm not so sure I want to see it now. Keanu Reeves is really kind of bland. His facial expressions never change, his voice is quite monotonous, and he's not all that great to look at anymore but whatever works. Apparently, someone still likes him because he is still making movies. Other than that, I haven't seen that many movies recently. I'm still reeling from "Mamma Mia" and "Twilight", both of which are awesome movies. I definitely recommend them...

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Current Residence: Umm. . . home. . .
Interests: Reading, writing, breathing, watching movies, the normal teenager stuff.
Favourite movie: No idea. Too many to choose from.
Favourite band or musician: Toss up between Def Leppard and Fall Out Boy.
Favourite genre of music: Don't have one.
Favourite artist: Vincent Van Gogh
Favourite poet or writer: Emily Dickinson
Favourite photographer: Merisa Okic
Favourite cartoon character: Eeyore
Personal Quote: What a funny little world we live in where we lie to those we call friend.
Tools of the Trade: Hooker boots and fishnets